Against The Will

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We learn to choke back the pain;

dubious skill forced on the meekest,

they use to seem stronger,

through no will,

nor conscious desire,

they’ve ever contemplated.

Caught between sane and insane,

sunken eyes haunt the weakest,

living in denial longer,

trying not to kill,

be killed or conspire….

to not be devastated.

Be silent, protest or complain,

always someone will critique us,

“Obnoxious phrasemonger !”

Don’t sit still,

spit hot fire,

even as you’re eviscerated.

Naught’s left to lose or gain,

still they lose time and seek us,

I’m wrong, you are wronger,

take your pill,

but do not tire,

choke back the pain and act elated.

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Kathleen Hussey September 2022